March 2010

7 This web site is so cool! http://www.surfmusic.de/country/philippines.html

I appreciate it that I have access and can easily listen online to radio stations in the Philippines and other countries! To think I used to use a radio cassette player! :D Times have changed, indeed, but I appreciate the old times very much, too!

6 I appreciate all of the poems ****** ********* wrote for me, including this one:

Angel's Song
by the Bard

I walked around my lil world just asking someone why
The things I do, the things I see, and things that make us cry
And then one day, from a place so strange an Angel did appear
With a truth so pure, could always cure all judgment, hate and fear

I bless that day each time I breathe because of love and joy and truth
An Angel truly from above who's shown me hope and couth
You truly are a gift my dear, to all that you do touch
The message that you send my friend, is valued here so much

You sing your song, and share your truth, you give your students love
I see in you what I could be, so free just like a dove
You sing so like an Angel too, your voice so pure and sweet
Your love is there for all to see, not to hurt and then defeat

So thanks to you my Angel friend, for all you gave to me
From deep my soul within my truth, your songs have set me free
I know now that you do exist, I, we will go on
I hope that all you touch my dear, can hear your special song

5 I appreciate my realization that my Step 1 (Ask) experience that actually led to my Step 3 (Receive) experience, which was receiving the teachings of Abraham-Hicks, was my asking for Pure Positive Energy.

4 I appreciate my conversations with D**** J****. Thank you for paying attention to me and making me feel better about the C********** issue. Thank you for hearing me out with regard to the P*** issue.

Thanks for sharing my interests ~ music, movies, television, popular culture, relationships, life. Thanks for sometimes showing me unfamiliar perspectives. Thanks for being instrumental in my exploration of contrast, too. You have always shown me the side that feels light and fun. You have always shown me Well-Being. Thank you very much, D****!

3 Through Bo, I learned more and got evidence about certain life laws/truths. He proved Laura Day's ideas true in my life ~ You may get intuitive impressions today and not make sense of them until years later.

When I was still working in Makati in 2007, I often dropped by Glorietta. Whenever I passed by Bo's Coffee, the question "Sino si Bo?" always popped in my head. I never failed to ask that question every time I saw or even was just reminded of that coffee shop.

An anecdote in Laura's book "Practical Intuition" about a woman getting an intuitive impression about the name Kirk helped me realize that my impulse to ask "Sino si Bo?" was actually me receiving an intuitive impression. It all made sense when I met Bo in 2009.

Thank you, Bo, for being instrumental in teaching me a life lesson about a subject that I feel truly interested about: INTUITION. It is good to witness my own innate ability to use it.

2 I appreciate my friendship with J**** (also known as B***/B*****/A******). He pays attention to what I say and makes me feel that my thoughts and feelings matter. J** is a good, giving friend.

1 Dear Big brother D***,

I feel very, very, very good today! Going out yesterday caused an awesome transformation in my vibration. I had lunch in a nice restaurant with a female co-teacher. We had pancakes with butter and maple syrup for lunch ~ ha ha ha ha ha! We also had sausages and salad. I loved the different kinds of lettuce, olives, chicken strips, and of course, the cheese, and mustard dressing! We drank orange juice and four seasons. Then, we had almond coffee in a Japanese cafe, and we had a long girl talk! ;) It was my first time to go out with her, and she said it felt refreshing. I felt the same way, too!

After she went home, I headed to a mall and saw this really, really cool Latin band called Tropikasya. The group has many members and I think most of them are in their 40's and above. The music was so lively and upbeat; I felt like dancing! I was tapping my feet the whole time!

Then I took the train to another mall to watch another concert. Do you know the Japanese all-girl pop/punk/grunge band Shonen Knife? Kurt Cobain of Nirvana loved them, and I love them, too! Some years ago, I exerted great effort to look for their hard-to-find cd Happy Hour. The songs in the cd are almost all about food! Some of the titles are Banana Chips, Sushi Bar, Cookie Day, and Gyoza.

Believe it or not, the concert was free! I watched it with my college bandmates, and a meditation classmate who kept cracking jokes all night! I was laughing, dancing, singing, shouting, jumping, and simply enjoying myself the whole time! I truly felt wonderful being with my friends ~ we are all on the same wavelength. I think I received and flowed so much positive energy last night because I went to chat and felt happy, stable, and in control. This morning, I woke up feeling so light and good!

Bro! I think I have made it back home! I am seeing more and more of who I really am again, and I am enjoying everything and everyone in my positive, creative, joyful, loving world again! While watching the concert, he was on my mind all the time. I was hoping he could see how happy I was. Actually, he has still been with me every single moment, but! I notice how he is becoming more and more insignificant ... like I do not feel the need to talk about him so much anymore, and I do not really care whether he and I ever talk again.

Now, I can just be myself again, appreciate things and people, express myself freely, and just enjoy my world again! Hmm ... I must admit, though, that I still send pink light to him, especially when I am feeling good. I continue to pray for healing. I do feel that he and I will get to talk again one day and when that happens, I want everything to turn out okay.

I want to share these positive things to you to cancel out the negative things I shared in the past :"> . I just feel so good, Bro, and I wanted to share my joy with you, as I know it will put a smile on your face again. Please take care of yourself. I hope to talk to you again soon.

Happy little sister,
A